So, all things considered, my life seems to be back on some sort of a track again. I found a college that will accept my credits and they accepted me less than 24 hours after I applied. I have a steady job that pays fairly well, and spiritually I feel like I'm growing closer to God every day. So why do I feel so empty? Lately I've just felt like a part of me is missing, and I don't know what it is. I'm trying to be myself, but I don't feel like me at all. My social life is non-existent, and I feel very alone. It seems like the harder I try to find a group of friends or even aquaintances to spend time with, the more lonely I become. I know that I'm where God wants me to be right now, but I'd be lying if I said I was enjoying it.
In other news, I'm going with my family to Minnesota, July 9th through the 17 for a family reunion. I had originally planned on skipping this trip so that I could go to Colorado with a few of my friends, but I was unable to come up with enough money for tha trip. I would much rather go to Colorado this summer, but Minnesota will have to do.
~Matt
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